Alright-y then.. Hello 2021!

What a year behind, huh? But let’s stop with the dwelling and try to focus on the positives..

I’d say the hardest year of my life so far, and not because of covid. I kinda wish that, the only problem I’ve had have. However, when I said last year, 2019, New Year’s Eve, that 2020 is my year; 2020 Vision and all that kinda things, you know.

I wasn’t wrong!

2020 is MY YEAR! Was. Let see what I mean: There has been a few big and sad changes in my life, both personal and professional. I don’t deal with changes very good in general; this time wasn’t any different, but sitting at my desk at 9:20 PM on New Year’s Eve in 2020 and going back on the memory lane and analysing what I always do, but the first time I am not looking to blame – well, I do fail that some times, but I’m trying to see what I have to learn from this all.. What I need to take away from everything?

Because all the pain I went through was for me to grow. I asked the Universe to help me grow, I told her to use me as a vessel… So, she made me uncomfortable, she showed obstacles, stripped of everything I knew. The journey hasn’t stopped yet because I am still have massive pain in my chest what I will carry for a very long time, but I know it’s for me to learn to be silent, to learn to let go, how to move on, how to stand my ground, how to stand by my values and boundaries, how to be more understanding, how to fight for what I believe in, how to survive, how to be more assertive, more loving, and less naïve.

It doesn’t seem very positive, does it? Well, there were a few things I can tell: I’ve learnt how to love unconditionally, having the most amazing child in my life showed me what I want more than anything! (Will always love you Baby Carrot!) I’ve learnt to open my heart and let myself trust and I’m trying to keep things open in the future..

I’ve done the biggest project I’ve got my mind to, and that was the 365 Positive Action Plan Posts; had a few months of issue with my consistency but I’ve done it. First time ever I achieved a goal, first time went through with a promise I made to myself. And I won’t lie it is pretty awesome feeling. Empowering!

I also started my podcast: Miti’s Talk with Generation Q Series. Due to personal events I stopped them, but I’ll be back to it again and now me and my Friend, Nesty, started our podcast Miti & Nesty On Air Video Podcast Experience (which is coming out very soon). Started to paint a little again 🙂

I feel I am finding myself, or better, creating the character I want to become to. It’s a slow journey and painful like hell, but I feel there is something amazing waiting for me and one day I’ll look back to this year with a smile on my face and will be grateful for all this hurt.

Universe always listens and she told me to take everything I have learned and share it with others.

See you in 2021!

Peace&Love

Miti