Today has thought me a lot.

I was ice skating tonight. Maybe I did it 15 years ago once. At the beginning I was really unstable and scared. But the more rounds I’ve done I’ve got better each time.

I was just skating and kind of turned off the outside world. Concentrated on  myself not to fall.

Then I realised something.

Sliding on the ice it’s like living Life.

I was focusing on the connection between the blade and and the ice. They connection it’s a very small line and it’s really hard to keep in balance. Requires so much effort, energy and all of my muscles in my body to keep myself from falling. I felt in control of Me! I was controlling my body and mind. I felt I am in power.

I did very good considering I actually don’t know how to ice skate. The more I did the better I became  but when I started to look too much a head and look at others how they’re doing, am I in their way?… I started to lose my balance and almost fell (and at the finish once I did fall on my butt). Same in my life: the moment I focus on other then myself my life seems to becoming a chaos. When I put any effort to try and please someone I lose my balance and lose my focus of myself.

Well, I’ve learnt that I made this mistake today the last time.

I’ll take one step at the time.

I guess I’m doing this one by myself.

If you can’t be good with being by yourself, How you gonna be good pairing up with somebody else?

Love your damn self first!

Peace&Love

Miti