On New Years Eve I happened to stay home alone with my cats drinking Mulled wine (homemade and it was yum), and before you judge, no, they drank cat milk!
I think this day is just like any other days, we, humans are making it so “special”, so when somehow we are spending these days alone it can be hard on us.
In a way it’s special, it’s a NEW YEAR. And it’s because we want to change, our bodies, our mindset, our lives, anything what we are not happy with and we’re making it a big deal… so here comes the New Year’s Resolutions. New Year. New Life. Reborn. (well, from it came that I said everyone ‘Happy Birthday’ instead of wishing Happy New Year – I like to be different from others 🙂 ).
But we intend to make ourselves miserable and soaking in our own thoughts.
I started to do this that night but then I DECIDED that I won’t feel that way. So, then I wasn’t.
And then something happened. Someone dropped me a message in the afternoon, and learnt each other’s big plan for the night. She had to work, do a night shift, and I was alone at home.
We never spoke on phone, or met in person. We “found each other” on Instagram months ago. But she still offered to Skype at midnight so we wouldn’t be alone and we had a toast.
What I’m trying to say is, that sometimes the most kindest thing comes from where you least expect it. Sometimes you find a friend where you least expect, where you never thought it will come.
It’s almost unbelievable how big turn life can take. Every person comes into our lives for a reason. Small or big… The only thing matters is that do we learn from that relationship, do we realise why every individual person come to us. What message they carry? What lesson must be learn?
Sometimes we are not even noticing at first that some people gives us so much value to our lives.
I never thought about it like that before. I never was that much aware of it as I am now. Still, don’t know how to read people and I do end up attracting “the wrong once” to me. But every time I do learn something.
However, somehow I still managed to attract some good once 🙂 and looks like they stuck up with me…
On the first morning in 2019 when I woke up… I actually felt happy. I was in a such a good mood, everyone asked at work, what happened to me. I felt happy on my own, when I thought I’ll be upset..
Can’t really tell but I did what I never before. I messaged a few people thanking them for their existence and that they are part of my life. Supporting me. These people are important to me, I wouldn’t be here and I wouldn’t be who I am right now without them.
Maybe the first time ever, or just the first time aware of it, realised that I am blessed, and I am grateful for my life.
And this made me happy. To be able to realise in hard times, to see that I am actually feeling good!
Maybe the best way to start a New Year is to feel gratitude for the life we have, to feel blessed because we are just we have to see it!
I could go on and on this, but I don’t think there is much more words needed…
THANK YOU ALL WHO STOOD UP FOR ME, SUPPORTED ME AND STUCK UP WITH ME!
I’ll finish up with the next thought,
Thank you for being an important part of my story.
Peace&Love
Miti
Agreed! I was reading a book funnily enough and it said that gratitude is really important. We need to be thankful for everything. We have it better than others and just a few problems can derail everything because of how we feel. The reason i read this book was because someone else reminded me to read books for the start of the new year. It didn’t click in until i was told by them and they actually pushed me to get a book. That was you!
Rayaan. Thank you for your words and really was me who ‘pushed’ you for reading? 🙂 that good that you are doing it! You have to become intentional about your growing! And you on the right path Rays.